Well, the word itself is so disgusting. Truly speaking i never want to hear it nor talk about it. Its seriously frightening.
There have been time when we all have experienced it to a certain extent although not constant but a few other are betrayed and left behind that they for ever feel that gap in them and i belong to one of those high breed category. I was just kidding. . . . . . .

Anyways i was totally betrayed and shaken apart due to a couple of black-hole kinda situations in my life that i thought my life is now going nowhere. I totally lost hope and had to bury all my ambitions and desired deep inside my hear and burn them so that they could become ashes. I thought my life was not worth living and i was a disgrace and that i could do nothing and just sit and cry my whole life. My cute and precious heart was shattered into a thousand pieces and i really had a tough time overcoming depression all alone.

As i’m writing this piece of article tears are just rolling out of my eyes and a thousand things are running at rocket speed inside my heart and mind. I feel like am walking on thorns now and that my whole body is been pricked by sharp thorns. I mean, that’s the kind of uncomfort zone i was in and even now to a certain extent.

This was the time when i went to a local church and got to meet a couple of pastors and shared my story and cried my heart out to them. I must really says that they were very caring and had patience to sit and listen to my entire heart burning story. It was soothing and calm hearing to their preachings and what god had in store for me.

This was pretty easy for me because i belong to a family who are spiritualistic and taught me more and more about spiritualism. Its only that i wasn’t taking it seriously i guess. Well, coming back to the time when i started going to the church and getting to know more and more people in there really made me a lil relaxed and bought me towards the comfort zone with my heart.

It was very Impressive and i truly consider myself lucky for having started to attend and prayer sessions and to be blessed by the holy spirit. I was really feeling good inside and slowly my life started to change.

Its not been very long though, its just been about 2-3 mnts and I’m now dedicated to knowing Jesus and accepting him as my Saviour. I will be posting in more and more articles and sharing many valuable information’s which re very vital for everyone of us.

Praise The Lord. . CHEERS